ahahahah i’m fucking dumb.
Posted on my other blog because I was logged in for some reason.
Stop it right now! Yes, Grosh is a good guy. But no, you are not a horrible person for not wanting him the way he wants you! Sometimes thinks just aren't meant to be. You don't need to apologize. You never did anything but be confused. If someone hates a teenage girl for not being able to make up her mind, they are crazy. We change our minds like crazy and for the most part you did it in the classiest way you could! Stop beating yourself up. You don't deserve that.
Thankkk you kellll:) It’s just hard to not feel bad about it. All he ever did was love me, and yeah I loved him but I also put him through hell and back about 5 times.
You’re an amazing person and deserve the best of the best.
I really hope you’ll forgive me for everything I’ve done to you.